DENISEROCKSYOURWORLD!

141107

2007-11-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

okay kids, i have MOVED. http://carcrashedheart.wordpress.com/ :D

REMEMBER TO RELINK!

121107

2007-11-12T20:13:00.000+08:00

fuck blogger. i cant fucking upload pictures. (maybe i should get wordpress or livejournal instead) fuck everything lah. today is just so motherfucking screwed up. God knows why. these fucking monday blues. im damn bleedy pissed off now. everything just seems so fucking wrong today, i dont know why.

first i lost my topshop card. okay i didnt lose it, my mom fucking lost it. and then on the train there was some fucking bastard who just refused to move a seat away when the bleedy cabin was so damn empty. yeah, im a tad claustrophobic. and there are always those fucking inconsiderate men who are so bleedy kiasu that they die die have to enter the train before you can even exit. (that includes the stupid old aunties as well. and its just damn annoying)

imagine all that happening in the morning. urgh what a bad way to start off the day.

and then when everything seems to be back to normal, fucking blogger refuses to let you upload pictures, your mom keeps talking non-stop when youre trying to reply all the fucking chats on msn, some idiot pisses you off on msn, yadayadayada.

and to a particular someone: if you think you were funny, youre so wrong. its not funny at all. you know who you are. no girl would be able to tolerate it if her dignity was being insulted. im not some cheap slut who would have sex for cash. _l_

111107

2007-11-11T17:03:00.000+08:00

stupid prank calls. i just received one not too long ago. the idiot on the line kept going "arlo? arlo? arlo?" silly broken tape recorder. and this is what i call retribution for prank calling others during your younger days. i still remember going to people's houses where everyone involved contributes some numbers and we prank the shit outta em because their home numbers are private. my favourite is still the gay marriage centre crap. its pretty lame, but i swear the way some guys react is really amusing. i still remember a particular guy going "UH? BUT IM NOT GAY?" in that dumb dumb voice and i couldnt help but slam the phone down and burst out laughing. it was so funny.

to that guy who went "uh? but im not gay?" you now know who the culprit is. heh

maybe i should try doing it again someday. different scenarios, different people. :)

and that stupid private number called again. the best way is always to pick up and not talk at all. let him/her feel as though he/she is talking to the wall. haha i just did that twice, and within 10 seconds, it was him who put down the phone. hahahahaha

101107

2007-11-10T19:40:00.000+08:00

okay im pissed. i cant post pictures. suck my balls man. damn it. :( rawr. ive been sucha slack since school re-opened. i cant stand it. i should do something before its too late.

081107

2007-11-08T19:35:00.000+08:00

YO, YO, YO! HAPPY DEEPAVALI ALL :D HAHAHAHA CHECK OUT MY NEW PJS. DAMN FUNNY LOOKING RIGHT? damn cute also! got daddy to help me get from thailand. so now i have one pjs for christmas, one japsie one and this. FOR DEEPAVALI. :D thailand celebrates deepavali right? okay whatever it is. the pjs is damn funny, damn cute!

p.s; anyone knows why i flip all my hair to cover my face? LOL okay quit being mean.

061107

2007-11-06T16:55:00.000+08:00

first and foremost, a very happy seventeenth birthday to grace goh! :D

taaah-daaaah, the retard!

but i kinda miss her lah. all the mg days, when we bus home together.

(and occassionally cab!) heh. plus all the bitchings we do on the journey.

by the way, i dug out a really old picture taken at the end of 2005!

check out the picture on the left. hahahhaa

i swear we have both changed. for the better? :)

but whatever it is, have fun in aussie babe!

& DONT FORGET TO INTRO HOTTIES TO ME. :(

LOL

and these are some pictures from today :D

and there are always those spoilt photos. :(

what more can i say? today was pretty boring. actually im like having the same damned routine everyday. wake up, go school, attend stupid classes, come home, watch tv, sleep. especially with microecons tutorial today. omg damn sian. nearly died.

BUT YUQING AND I HAD A GOOD LUNCH WITH AVI RIGHT? HAHAHAHHA if he believes our bullshit, it would be fun man babe! i cant waaait. and ppk will just fuck us upside down. :D

051107

2007-11-05T18:21:00.000+08:00

hello people! ITS PICTURES TIME! :D zomg i havent camwhored for many days! so thank God for today. heh heh. and yuqing says we took a hell load. really? i dont think so. :D

thats my Tort Law group. :)

yeahballs, us hardworking souls stayed back to finish up our stuff!

& i did french plait for shereen's hair while nas went to get coffee!

nice right, nice right? :x

now check out little miss unglam!

hahahahha so funnnyyyy!

but id still love her anyway. :)

and we obviously do alot of camwhoring together. :)

now all three of us!

sepia :D

black & white :D

and these both are kinda spoiled. :(

HOHO, NOBODY CAN BEAT ME IN CAMWHORING. NOBODY!

I ROCKKK :D

the final picture! oh so random. im stepping on nas's toes :D yeah right.

hahahahhahahahahahaha

041107

2007-11-04T21:05:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO

I GOT BLUE & PURPLE HAIR EXTENSIONS TODAY!

:DDD

& i finally bought some clothings after donkey years. a black half tube top (for inside wear when im using really low cut blouses) and brown skinny pants from phuturelondon! yay haha.

031107

2007-11-03T19:33:00.000+08:00

zomg this sucks. im addicted to coffeeeee! bleedy ass caffeine. stupid latte, stupid mocha, stupid starbucks frap. :( im so gonna get rid of the addiction.

021107

2007-11-02T23:50:00.000+08:00

school, school, school. the worst friday ever since school started. i swear! not only was the day really long, but urgh. okay you know, i know. and i really bleedy wanted to spit all sorts of vulgarity at that point in time. i cant believe how bad my luck can possibly get. but whatever.

moving on!

went for prayer and power night. and i think i really prayed for alot of things, as well as gave thanks for. (honestly, i sometimes wonder if God will ever get bored or annoyed after listening to my prayers. especially when i turn really whiny. heh) but something struck me at some point. the pastor was preaching on "breakthrough" and i really couldnt think of anything at first. i mean, come on, my personal problem has been resolved. what else would i need a breakthrough for? but it suddenly dawned on me that my relationship with God isnt that close? and my life is just not fully utilised yet. is there something stopping or holding me back from moving forward? i dont know. and soon after, mel turned to me and told me to perhaps pray that God would "use" me. im sure He has plans for each and every individual out there. but i dont know whats mine yet. sigh.

ohwells. but on a funny note, when i told my mom about how i felt, she went "SO DO YOU WANNA BE A PASTOR'S WIFE?" and i was like, wtf LOL. whatever man. i dont think its easy at all to be the wife of a pastor, or be a pastor. cos that would also mean giving up the luxuries in life! its definitely gotta be a calling. :)

011107

2007-11-01T17:28:00.000+08:00

im in love with this top. :)

teehee, went for a bit of window shopping alone yesterday afternoon before meeting up with athenayin for lunch. and by the way, warehouse is having sale! i saw a really pretty dress, but it costs about two hundred bucks even after the discount. so i was like, forget it. and then the top above, thats from nafnaf. i really like the prints! but guess what? it costs a hundred plus for that. and there is no way im gonna pay so much for a top. if only it was a dress. i would have bought it immediately. haha. and there was another skirt from nafnaf i really liked too! brown & velvet material. only problem is, it costs about a hundred bucks again. stupid nafnaf and their three digit price tags. urrrrf. :(

and that was us yesterday!

today! :D

that was taken during lecture. yuqing is using peckki's spectacles. hahahhaa cmi lah babe!

p.s; i dont know why, but im really bad at consoling people somehow. sigh. the only thing i can say is just look at things in a more positive manner - and thats not easy for sure. but life is hard. who doesnt know that? and of cos, be determined to get over things and move on in life. :)

301007

2007-10-30T22:35:00.000+08:00

so much for the truckloads of camwhoring and bitching today. i think it was all that, that made school better today. im starting to feel that going for certain lectures and tutorials are sucha waste of my precious time. such as the microecons tutorial this afternoon. hahahhaa. the teacher is really damn bleedy hilarious. if only we can pon tutorials and study on our own at home. that would save a hell lot of time. and then i can spend that time to watch telly! yay :D

been hogging the television lately. watching My Date With A Vampire. really good. i love the thrill whenever it reaches the climax! finished part 1 and am now on part 2. which means ive watched like 50 over discs already. yay :D and someone still said i was slow. rawr

okay too bad, daddy needs to use the computer. so im off now! but before i end, id like to wish shermaine (spermaine) heng a happy 17th birthday! have fun, starbucks ninja turto! :D

291007

2007-10-29T22:13:00.000+08:00

i prayed to God for a miracle

and He gave me one today. :)

what more can i say?

Jesus youre so good,

Jesus youre so so good,

and i just want to thank you with every beat of my heart.

271007

2007-10-27T17:36:00.000+08:00

okay happy 16B birthday to me. :D but why 16B? because i dont wanna turn 17 (its just neither here nor there) and i dont wanna live in denial, telling myself im still 16 years old. therefore, i decided i shall be 16B years old. B = part 2! haha okay now im unique. I ROCKKK. hahaha.

many many thanks to sisterhood and my family for the surprise early in the morning at 8.30am? okay whatever time it is, its definitely too early to get up on a saturday morning. and considering that they travelled all the way to my place, im really touched. appreciate it girlfriends! plus, its the first time the five of us have breakfast together! :D hahaha and not forgetting to thank those who attempted to be first to wish me last night. haha but daniel was first. afterall, he was right beside me. and the subsequent birthday wishers throughout the entire day. :D

16B!

not 17. :D

now im off.

261007

2007-10-26T18:21:00.000+08:00

hohoho, went to cityhall interchange to queue up for donuts and have lunch with athenayin this afternoon. :D was supposed to go for psychology lecture with sheryl and shijie, but uh we ponned it. hahaha but it was worth ponning okay! 12 donuts in 40 minutes. 20 minutes of queueing up and another 20 minutes to wait for fresh donuts. yippee! only downside was the damned weather. got my donuts all melted. (just look at the above right picture and you get what i mean. urgh)

& happy birthday to peckki the fucker and weikang the ticopek! :D

this year i have had three people mistaking my birthday for today. ackks.

251007

2007-10-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

criminal law was sooo boring, hence the little camwhoring session. :) haha expected it to be much more interesting, but nooo, the lecturer was like... was like... ack, you know what i mean. hahahaha so looking forward to ferlin's lecture tomorrow! heh, hot hot stuff. and my psychology tutor is super boring tooo. hopefully they dont include our CDS grades into our GPA, otherwise i swear im screwed. :( rawr.

2 more days to my 17th birthday. great. rolls eyes.

somehow just not looking forward to it at all. :(

i wanna continue being 16, then jump to 18. skip 17 please.

241007

2007-10-24T19:20:00.001+08:00

useless bum, you dont deserve this.

241007

2007-10-24T11:01:00.001+08:00

when you cry, i cry too.

221007

2007-10-22T16:14:00.000+08:00

first day of school.

dreaded it a hell load, but after meeting some friends, it didnt feel all that bad.

i still miss the holidays though. the weekly movie outing with wilder and all. :)

did some camwhoring in the toilet

and somehow, the picture with ppk

WASNT SAVED IN MY PHONE!

hahahahahahha

ppk ah, your face corrupt my memory card man.

yuqing, me & sheryl keith. :D

and yinyuqing is learning from ppk. hahahaha biatch, love you still. :D

now what the hell is sheryl keith doing here? consequence of mixing with ppk too much.

soon after, yuqing and i headed towards buona vista & dover. camwhored on the train!

black&white ; sepia

negatives are cool shits. my black skinny jeans are white now! :D

think i mentioned this many many times:

YUQING HAS A REALLY LONG TONGUE.

~~good for french kissing.~~ kidding. :D

and i went over to sp to meet sowiemon!

hoho. us and the cool cocacola machine :D

actually not very cool lah, can find it everywhere else.

p.s; im taking psychology as my cds! hahaha my childhood ambition. :D

211007

2007-10-21T01:02:00.000+08:00

i dont know what to blog about. but on the bright side, i bought new vcds this evening! :) yay. its a really really old show. remember staying up late with my family members just to catch the show on television. heh all these fond memories. if only we could go back in time.

My Date With A Vampire

201007

2007-10-20T02:41:00.000+08:00

ever felt being so helpless? you see your loved ones around you suffering and feeling so miserable, yet you are totally incapacitated. well, no doubt you can provide them with that moral support. but so what? and on top of that, you cant confide in anyone. no, not that you dont want to, but you cant. and all you can do really is secretly weep every night. slowly, the pressure is building within. happenings after happenings. the first was quite a blow, the second came as a shock and the last broke thy heart. i rather go through another three painful break-ups. i wonder how long more i can last with the smile across my face. i say "take these as obstacles and thrust all your fear and worry to God" but even doing so cant resolve the situation. i need a miracle.

and once again, the vision is being smeared by those tears. i should get to bed now. its getting late, and school is starting this monday. oh by the way, happy birthday keith. :)

181007

2007-10-18T09:43:00.000+08:00

hoho now its nearing 10am already. semester two's timetable is gonna be out real soon. wonder who i would be in the same class with and what cds i will be taking next year. oh and guess what? i havent slept since yesterday. I MUST ROCK :D been eating lollipop & watching tv since 6am. hohoho

181007

2007-10-18T04:49:00.001+08:00

urgh its nearly 5am and i cant sleep. :(

181007

2007-10-18T03:08:00.000+08:00

been sleeping really late this whole week. omg i hope i can adjust back to tucking in at 10pm when school re-opens. eyebaaaggs, dark circleeees. :(

161007

2007-10-16T14:24:00.000+08:00

not in the usual buoyant mood now, so this is gonna be one somber update. well, as mentioned in my previous blog post, justine and i went down to ngee ann yesterday to visit some of the b3 girls. only met jacinth, melody and wilder though. sat in jacinth's lecture for about an hour before we kicked off for lunch and find wilder at the library.

in the lecture theatre. i swear their seats are really comfy. if you turn off the lights and put a huge screen at the front of the hall, i swear it will feel like the grand cathay's movie theatre.

financial accounting was no doubt boring.
and here are the pictures taken at the library.

look at the bottom left picture! haha ahpek showing her true colours. :D

soon after, jacinth joined us. and just look at the pictures below!

butterflies! so cute. im in love with ahpek's phone. :)

we used the multiple shot for that. :) she was trying to put her fingers up and down. can tell?

and these are one of jacinth's most classic pictures.

haha she is so gonna kill me after she sees this. :D

went to kap next. all mg girls favourite hang-out-after-school & mugging place?

justine's phone camera is cool. im targetting samsung for my next phone. :)

moonlight effect. cool shits.

are you really as hopeless as i perceive you to be?

sigh.

141007

2007-10-14T20:36:00.000+08:00

who knows what will happen next?

life may be real hard in the future

but one thing that is for sure is that

we are going to go through this together

on the lighter note, ahpek & i are going to ngee ann poly tomorrow to crash jacinth's lecture! hahahaha. meryl might be coming too. yeahballs, we rock.

121007

2007-10-12T17:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE! im back from peckki's house, safe and sound. thank God she never rape me last night. LOL that fucker. :D hahahahhaa anyway i shall do a really quick update before i start dressing up to go shangri-la! celebrating the october babies birthday with my relatives. the unfortunate thing though, is that i cant go for the talk tonight. rawr. okay whatever, move on!

went over to peckkis house yesterday to drop my things down before we headed to far east to get my fringe trimmed, then find shijie in town! this sheryl keith was supposed to come too, but she didnt! horrid child. and now she is in indonesia with her boss. (sounds scandalous i know, but fret not, her boss is a female!) :D

thats me & ppk on the bus. hahahha she looks way better covering her face!

had dinner at ichiban boshi and as usual, ppk was doing all the embarrassing stuff. from checking how many ply the napkins have to spitting watermelon seeds. omgawd. LOL and then we headed down to geylang, where shijie and peckki works. hahaha kidding. we went there with the intention to eat durians & beancurd! :D but even after walking for 92164923648972 hours, we still werent really satisfied with the durians. so in the end, we only had beancurd. :( but i swear the beancurd was pretty good! should go down to try if you have time. just dont go at night. otherwise all the old lustful ahpeks will stare at you lecherously as you walk passby. and i still dont know how to tell if some of the ladies around the area are prostitutes or not. hahaha.

and now the pictures on the bus! :D

crazycrazyshijie!

camwhore buddiess! :D

unglam. :D

the scene looks so chaotic, but i dont remember us going all high.

one thing thats for sure though:

my camera skills deteriorated. :(

by the road side.

okay bye people! im running late.

111007

2007-10-11T13:36:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to daniel,

happy birthday to you!

btw that picture was taken about 2 years ago, when he wasnt camera shy at all.

101007

2007-10-10T17:30:00.000+08:00

OMG who knew. (:

its kinda fascinating watching your friends change gradually over time. from the kinda girl who only wore teeshirt and jeans to one who wears dresses! and of cos, i was once that tomboy myself. heh.

been busy mapling lately. playing sparkles again! :D haha cant believe im back to that somewhat silly game. but its purely to kill time. aint addicted to it. so fret not. i will mug again when school reopens! like ppk. LOL as if she will mug. hahahahahaa. meeting her and shijie tomorrow i think. and then staying overnight at her place. yayy!

081007

2007-10-08T22:48:00.001+08:00

just got back not too long ago from the weekly meet up with jacinth, wilder & celestine! :D unfortunately ahpek couldnt join us, and its gonna be the second last weekly outing together because damned school is re-opening again. grrrrh/ the slightly-less-than-two-months-holiday doesnt even feel that long. gee, what have i been up to?

anyway we caught lust caution together. and i think the show is kinda weird, although its the "top pick of the week" at the grand cathay. or maybe its because its in chinese and i dont understand much of it. there are english subtitles, but you know, its not really that accurate all the time. shrugs. or is the storyline just plain dumb? oh, but because of this movie, my image of tony leong has so gone down the drain. he looked really psychotic each time he had sex with the lead actress. disgusting piece of shit. and i thought sex wasnt supposed to be like that. it should be an act whereby both parties want to gratify the other and not do it because you purely want to satisfy yourself, even if it means torturing the other party. because if thats the case, there is just no meaning in having sex. (and to those who dont know me very well, im damn right still a virgin so please dont mistake me otherwise)

alrights, moving on now!

here are the pictures cel took of me on her phone. all are distorted! hahahaha I THINK CEL'S PHONE IS COOL SHITS. maybe id get a sony ericsson next! who knows! :D

cute cute? :D hahaha and if you guys havent realised by now, i was wearing my purple coloured contacts today! seriously, all three of them didnt even realise it until i told them. must have looked kinda natural? either that or it just suits me. maybe you can see the contacts in the picture below! sunlight helps.

that was taken whilst waiting for the bus. bwahahaha.

& i think i have an inordinate fascination with myself. every single picture posted on this update is me, me and more me. but then again, i rock! so you guys shouldnt be complaining of seeing too much of me. be grateful. my smile is worth a million billion trillion dollars, and you know it. :D

071007

2007-10-07T18:10:00.000+08:00

yayyy! went out with mommy for shopping today! :D supposedly to buy an evening dress (because she has some function coming up) but we ended up buying one top each! AND NO DRESS. hahahaha. got mine from topshop & hers from nafnaf! and hers cost $25 more than mine! and and, my top is purple & 100% silk! yayyy. :D although that also means that each time i use it, i gotta send it for dry cleaning. but whatever.

IM A VERY HAPPY HAPPY DENISE TODAY! :D

that picture wasnt supposed to capture that way, but phone hanged & snapped that.

p.s; i noticed my readership going up! its been about 50 per day recently. hohoho! i rock.

071007

2007-10-07T03:33:00.000+08:00

urgh i cant get to sleep. been tryin' ta do so for the past hour or so. ): suck my balls man.

061007

2007-10-06T22:39:00.001+08:00

thank God i was placed into law & management. thank God i wasnt placed into accountancy.

mommy wanted me to study some accounting this holiday and being the good girl, i agreed. (but that was a terribly huge mistake made, i swear) and so, on thursday night, we began our very first lesson. she claims that she wants to guide me through the basics, but i know for a fact that she too knows that i wont get started without any force. but anyway we had our second lesson together today.

and unfortunately, for her, i was yawning and dozing off throughout the entire lesson, despite having tried real hard to keep myself awake. (dont you see how boring accounting is? everything is just about debit & credit and balancing the two!) i recky im so not cut out for accounting. no, not because its difficult, but because its just so dull and dry. nothing changes, everything is the same! the same damned concept.

i need something more alive. something which changes and requires me to think real hard. some might have the misconception that accounting is like mathematics and since i love mathematics, i should love accounting. but no, mathematics is far more interesting. at least there are several methods in approaching a question. not like accounting! hmphf. therefore, i conclude that accounting sucks. and i love law.

I LOVE LAW.

okay you wont hear me saying these very often. but im starting to feel that law is interesting. something i can see myself doing for the next few decades of my life. every case on hand will be different. there wont be two of the same. :) and thats the beauty of law. sure there are other jobs which are equally alive, like marketing, which i enjoy very much as well. but since im studying law now, i shall just focus on it for the time being.

haha to think i complained so much when i was placed into law right from the start.

061007

2007-10-06T00:53:00.001+08:00

hohoho. went out the entire day again today. from morning till night! :D met up with yuqing & sheryl during the day. (peckki was supposed to come as well, but she obviously overslept or something so she went mia) anyway we ate at marche for lunch! love it, though i must say the standard has dropped, tremendously. sigh. and as usual, we camwhored quite a fair bit, but im only gonna post one up. too lazy. so you both just send me offline messages (because i love to appear offline) when youre on or something.

as you can see, yuqing changed her hairstyle! heh not too bad right? totally new look. i couldnt even recognise her when we arranged to meet in the train. goodness. went shopping together, until darrell (yuqing's boyfriend) arrived then she went to meet him and we later met up at coffee bean. and ohmygoodness, sam saw me there and i didnt even see him. pffft. anyway i must say yuqing & darrell are quite compatible. :D although there was one point when they both starting getting "closer" (thats the nicest way of phrasing it) and sheryl & i felt like lamp posts. lonely us! :( went over to the pet shop as well. heh the dogs are so cute! will someone buy me one?

aww, two fluffy ones. maltese on the left & pomeranian on the right.

cavalier king charles spaniel! two of different colours.

hey were playing before this picture was taken. so cute! :)

and lastly, this smart samoyed! hahaha pretty big dog. :D

after which, yinyuqing chased us away. (no, im kidding) anyway sheryl and i went over to tangs to try on dresses.

same dress! :D

and to find justine also.

cool picture right? mg friend + tp friend. :D

heh and i bought this teeshirt for daniel for his birthday present! topman's product, as usual. and im glad he likes it. and im also amazed by the fact that he can fit into an L. he is so much skinnier than i am and i feel that the L would already be big for me. my goodness. height really makes a difference in clothing sizes! haha.

and last picture! ahpek & i on the train, heading for dinner at settlers cafe! :D

met up with cell group there and we obviously dined there. played citadels there too. initially i thought its a really guy kinda game, so i wasnt that interested. but i assure you the game becomes really interesting when ahpek is assasinated or robbed of all the gold.

bwahahhaha. :D

okay im really tired now. had less than 8 hours of sleep last night cos i was on the phone with yunxiang. (although i bet he is even more tired than i am, considering that he only slept for 3 hours. ackk) so good night people! toodles. :DD

041007

2007-10-04T13:08:00.000+08:00

as mentioned in my previous blog post, well i went out with jacinth, wilder, celestine & justine (who joined us for dinner & movie after work) and ohmygoodness. i realised ive been out every day for this entire week! and tomorrow id be meeting my polymates before heading to settlers cafe to meet the cell group. yay! :) heh.

caught The Nanny Diaries (and i walked straight past by kenchew! omg) & Death At A Funeral yesterday! and the only sole desire for watching that movie is self explanatory by the pictures below:

YES, NO DOUBT. IT IS CHRIS EVANS IN THE HOUSE BABY! :D

dont you think he is just so hot? but well, just to inform you girls out there ogling at him, HE IS ALREADY TAKEN BY ME & cel. omg so hot! :D

he even looks so hot sitting down staring into space.

so hot even on the phone.

even hotter in water.

and of course, hottest lying down!

hahahahaha i sound like some female pervert. but whatever. he is HOT, ADMIT IT. :D

as for death at the funeral, i have absolutely no idea why i even bothered to catch that show. it is funny, but not worth my $7 really. and therefore, we are all getting free ben&jerrys icecream sponsored by wilder next monday! yay cant wait. :D hohoho die wilder, die die!

going out again later! not with friends, but my dear parents. :)

031007

2007-10-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

note: this is not gonna be one of my usual blog posts with hundreds of pictures. its gonna be more on my thoughts and feelings. so if you have the patience, then read on. and this blog post isnt meant to offend anyone (im saying this just in case sensitive idiots get hurt or pissed at certain phrases or words, or whatsoever, thinking that they were directed at them when its clearly not the case)

well i just got home not too long ago, and took a shower before turning my laptop on. and as i was showering, i was thinking of how much daddy has done for me. (and that thought was triggered by the mere fact that he fetched me home after the outing with the girls, which i shall only blog about tomorrow)

you see, the thing is, sometimes we seem to take things for granted. like daddy picking me up from where i am at night, despite the fact that he has work tomorrow, despite the fact that he is sacrificing his "rest" time which is nothing compared to mine now that im enjoying the school holidays. and yet, there are times when i complain about him travelling so often and not bothering to spend more time with/on us. it seems that we sometimes neglect the positive side of what our parents do for us. and im emphasizing on we because i dont believe im the only one taking them for granted.

even something as common as nagging for example. most of us probably do get really irritated and all annoyed when our mothers start quacking at us like the world is coming to an end by tomorrow morning. going "you should be studying! dont you know how important your education is? it determines your future!" and they can go on and on what seems forever about how important your future is. exaggerating half, if not majority, of the consequences you face if you dont do this, or dont do that. but why are we getting so fed up, when its all for our own good? okay i know that phrase sounds so cliche, but whatever. question is, why arent we appreciating their good intentions? and i must admit, im guilty of it myself. and once again, it just shows how much we focus on the negative side of what our parents do for us.

and the list goes on, i can give many other examples. like children thinking that their parents arent bothering to spend more time with them when the truth is their parents are working so hard outside to bring in more income for the family, so that their children can lead a better life, one of a higher standard of living. second childs whining about their parents not giving them enough love/attention, compared to their older sibling, when they dont know that their parents are really tired and already trying their best. do you have any idea how much energy is taken up to look after a baby? possibly every other night, the baby cries and disturbs the sleep of both parents. and few years later, another child is born. the whole cycle repeats itself. only difference is, they had countless of sleepless nights before you arrived in this world. yet, they still bother to raise you up. if you dont call that love, i dont know what you call that. (and just another thought: would you rather your sibling "suffers" your fate of "not getting enough love/attention"? seriously, i wouldnt mind sacrificing for my brother. thankfully he doesnt have that problem though)

blahblahblah, there are many more examples in which i could give. so readers, if you agree with me, then start to look at what your parents have done for you (in a positive manner!) and treat them better. i mean, God knows how long more you have the privilege to do so. not that im cursing your parents to die, but everyone on planet earth will have to go some day. its just a matter of time. otherwise, i think there would be an increasing number of ungrateful pricks.

okay im going to end here because it doesnt feel like me blogging. heh goodnight people!

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2007-10-02T22:08:00.000+08:00

tofu cheesecake!

the presentation of the dish is seriously cute aye? :D hahaha dessert locked up in a "bird cage" interesting. and zomg for a moment, i thought i lost all my FOB songs when jiaxin asked me to send her more songs from FOB. omg omg heart attack. i cant afford to lose those songs man! somehow, even when i listen to them now, its still goooood. mmm.

& nanny diaries tomorrow with the girls! cant wait! chris evans is l o v e.

021007

2007-10-02T03:50:00.000+08:00

whoots after this, its like ten more posts to my 600th blog post! i rock big big time man. shall have that post reserved for my darling daniel's birthday. :D which reminds me, once again, that i have to get his birthday present sometime soon. haha shopped for his present with terence earlier at vivocity (where i bumped into L03's manisha) and came across some really nice shirts. problem was, i was in this "indecisive mood" and just hesitated on buying the shirts. damn, i hate it when that happens. but i think id get him a shirt from topman. after all, most of his tops are from there.

and in the midst of shopping with terence, he suddenly said he wanted to watch a movie. so uh, yay! i caught balls of fury today! it was really spontaneous. i was saying about watching balls of fury then terence suddenly went "okay, i havent watched that anyway" and next moment i knew, we were queuing up and he was paying for the tickets. LOL hahahaha and i swear the show was super duper funny. love it! i dont know why, but i really like stupid shows. mr bean's holiday is one good example. heh heh. :)

then we had dinner together at sun with moon. my goodness, super expensive. honestly, if not for losing the deal, i wouldnt eat at such a place at my own expense! both of us ate up to $85! $85, damn it. seriously daylight robbery man. i wouldnt spend so much of my money on food. rather have it spent on clothesss! x3 but anyway he deserves that treat lah. (okay not totally my treat because i didnt bring enough cash and i think he kinda expected it cos he had over a hundred dollars in his wallet. but i paid more than half, so yeah. thank goodness he brought money though, otherwise id probably be working as a dishwasher there for the next whole week)

but i must say the food there is reaally reaally good. and thanks to him, i tried aaalot of things i wouldnt have dared tried in the first place. believe it or not, i ate RAW PRAWN with wasabi! wtf man. that was one of the five food-tasting thingy for appetizer. the others were raw salmon & avocado wrapped with i-dont-know-what and topped with raw salmon eggs, cheese cubes which arent ordinary (well not that they had magic in them, but they tasted really unique!), fried peas covered with i-dont-know-what-again and wedges with this really nice sauce. im so sorry, im just so bad at explaining food stuff. but i swear i love their tofu cheesecake! hot shits. its damn good and definitely worth the money man! the other dessert we ordered wasnt as fantastic though. two of the four were kinda disappointing. (and omg, he refused to eat the food just because it wasnt good. tsk, chefs, tsktsk)

okay know what? im really tired now, so i wont continue blogging. its nearly 4am and my eyelids are all droopyy. id contemplate about posting up pictures tomorrow. (because terence looks effing young, despite the fact that he is nearly 20 while im only reaching 17) poor me. :(

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2007-09-30T21:12:00.000+08:00

today marks the end of work @ bakerzin, as well as the end of the month!

hiphiphurray! its october soon, which means that my birthday is nearing! :D

wonder how many people will remember my birthday this time round. hopefully more than last year! (think i had about 70 wishes and all last year, heh) so dont forget to wish me people! :D

and although i still detest working in f&b very very very much, i think it has been a really good working experience. definitely once in a lifetime because i wont be able to tolerate working in service lines. :) i believe it has taught me to practice more self-control. i mean, seriously, those bitchy customers? yucks. haha so well done denise! even though youve worked for less than a month only. hahahahahaha whatever. im happy happy happy! clarke quay tomorrow night!

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2007-09-29T21:21:00.000+08:00

finally got all the pictures from meryl's camera last night! but i wont attempt to upload them all. one is enough because im too lazy right now. :) no, actually i havent been bothering very much about my blog lately, and my apologies for neglecting you. well not that i care very much. rolls eyes.

oh my goodness, i can hear mommy trying to pronounce "similanjiao" properly. LOL

life has been pretty simple, yet complicated recently. despite doing the same old routines, that is getting up, couch potatoing, reading books, working (okay not really), my mind has been doing a hell load of thinking too. what about shall be kept confidential. one thing though, is that i cant seem to read harry potter like i used to. not after hearing what pastor cuixian said about j.k. rowling last night. to cut it short, just find out more about her and youd understand what im talking about. :)

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2007-09-27T21:16:00.001+08:00

had a hotel stayover with sisterhood + wilder the night before! and it was a blast. :D

met up with meryl first to check into meritus mandarin, before meeting up with jiaxin & wilder. we then headed off to SHOP! haha i didnt actually shop, just window shopped. and i wasnt really in the mood to really shop anyway. but whatever. we took lotsa pictures at cotton on! while meryl was in the fitting room. and she bought two tank tops. i like her purple one! :)

jiaxin & wilder being spastic (as usual) :D

then we met up with millimong and ahpek for dinner. had subway! okay not a great fan of it. but i dont hate it anymore. lovelove the cookie! yummywummy. and then headed back to the hotel. played the game of life together (and i got really bored of it soon after. swear!), camwhored (but of course!) and then watched all the crime shows. csi, etcetc. well i didnt watch it. what was i doing anyway? i dont even remember.

but anyway here is jiaxin with spectacles...

its wilder's. i think she looks more intellectual this way. :)
not that she has any brains to start with, but ohwells. haha

wilder!

ahpek!

meryl!

and her unglam shot. HAHA :D

then we asked for some room service and played hide&seek. i dont think we are allowed to have so many people in one hotel room. so anyway four of us hid in the toilet! while justine and meryl handled the door. heh heh. camwhored inside too.

wilder and i were sitting inside the bathtub! :D

jiaxin sitting on the toilet bowl! :D

and there are always those narcissitic pictures destroyed.

left was blocked by jacinth, right was blurred by wilder.
what she didnt know was that it helped me look better inside the picture. dont you think? :D

but nevertheless, id still manage to camwhore! HAHA

and thats the three of us - me, jiaxin, millimong! :D

and more pictures during our camwhoring sessions! too lazy to put captions for them all. SO LET THE PICTURES SPEAK FOR ITSELF.

now check out millimong's unglam moments! hahaha trust me, theyre really unglam shits. :D

dont you dare bite me.

or i will be angry mangry wangry denise.

went down around 1am to walk and find some food. cos we were kinda hungry. but everywhere was closed, except for swensens just across the road. but swensens is expensive and we were broke. so in the end, we ordered macdonalds! which only arrived at 2.45am. great.

meryl & i collected the food! :D

and after eating and all the shows, we started bathing. i was last. ): so ahpek's hair was dried after i came outta the shower. look at super duper botak me! :O

i think ahpek looks nice in these photos.
(well compared to those secretly taken while she is fast asleep at 9am)

and remaining pictures are taken slightly past 6am, when the sun was rising. wanted to watch the sunrise together, but well, its all blocked by the buildings surrounding us. :(

orchard at 6am. how very quiet, except for the few passing cars.

phone booths outside takashimaya. :D

and two more pictures.

i hope you get a nightmare after seeing this. :D

and a picture found in melody's phone. those mg days, i miss so very much.

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2007-09-24T21:07:00.000+08:00

yay yayyer yayyerrs! went back to mg this afternoon with a couple of b3 girls: jacinth, meryl, wilder, vannie & cel! :D supposedly to visit three teachers in particular, but two werent free and one is currently away on course. so sad right? miss bong was on course, laoshi had to rush over to fairfield methodist for some chinese crap and miss ho so couldnt recognise my voice at all! i told her over the phone i needed help for some mathematics question and she went "can you come and find me again tomorrow? im really busy now." and i was like, okay? haha ohwells. there is always another day to visit them! after all, its the holidays! :D

and now, its picture time!

wilder & i whilst waiting for the rest to arrive. :D

OMG, NASI LEMAK! all time monday favourite. had it for lunch! :D

six of us outside the staffroom. :D

i look kinda fugly there though. grrrh/

us in an empty classroom. :D

and yes zhiwai & marina, its your classroom we used to camwhore in!

& lastly, camwhoring with shanice lim!

OMG I LOVE HER HAIR EXTENSION. SWEAR! :(

and that was dessert. drool over it those who didnt come for dinner with wilder & i! hmphf/

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2007-09-23T22:25:00.000+08:00

worked at bakerzin paragon again this afternoon. and zomg i encountered with three fucking guai lan customers. how much worse can life possibly get man? ): urgh/

first was this stupid angmoh lady.
it was full house when she was sitting on table 282 with a friend. she took orders with my colleague then called me "excuse me, can you make sure that the soup comes before the main course?" and i was like, yeah okay sure. but then the food came already. my other colleague came with both her main course and her friend's soup at the same time. so i couldnt do anything. then she called me back again after i dont know how long later and went "can we have the pepper please? the soup is finishing hello?" like uh, hello, was i supposed to even know that you wanted pepper for the soup? and if you really did, why the fuck are you only asking me now? dumb bitch, surprised you even realised the soup was finishing. and so i gave her the pepper and she went "can we have her (her friend's) main course immediately after the soup?" lol joker, youre not the only customer here in case you didnt know. its a damned full house! but anyway i told the chef that 282 is asking for their food already and i believe he tried his best to cook as fast as possible too. but thing is, its impossible to have her friend's main course immediately after the soup! unreasonable. and she gave me this super drama mama expression (like "now where is the food?!") when her friend finished the soup. bitch. rolls eyes.

then it was our very own fucked up singaporean man.
there was only one small table left and so i told his wife, who was waiting to be seated if she doesnt mind seating there. and his wife said okay. but when he came, he fucking shouted at his wife about having such a small table. "YOU THINK WE ARE DRINKING COFFEE OR WHAT? WE ARE HAVING MAIN COURSE. WHY YOU SO STUPID, GO TAKE SUCH A SMALL TABLE?" and then he complained to my manager and went on about having main course and that the table is small, etc, when others really understand that we are currently packed and dont mind squeezing. its not that i blame him for wanting a bigger table. after all, theyre paying service taxes. its only right for them to feel comfortable. but shouting at his own wife in public and making such a big hoohaa? its too much. and even my manager called him the guailan man. haha. not to be all feminist or something, but i wont tolerate a man shouting at me like that. never. id probably have given him one tight slap. if not, two. :)

and lastly, some angmoh bastard.
there were two angmoh guys, one cutie and one total asshole, alongside with three chinese ladies sitting in the same table. so i went to have their orders taken. and one of the ladies ordered profiteroles. but its temporarily unavailable (out of stock i think) so i told her that and that fucker went "how can you not have it when its in your menu?" well is it my fault that its unavaible? hell no. and to top it up, he went "thanks for the service and your kindness" with a snigger after i finished taking the orders. didnt reply him, just took the menus and left. then when i served him his iced latte, he took a sip and went "can you get the kitchen to add in more coffee? because this tastes like water" right. if he wanted more coffee, he shouldnt be so kiam and just order a double latte. cheapskate. even the barrister said so himself. grrrh/ and when i passed him his new iced latte, he went "that girl is pissed with me" after i left the table. glad he knows that. but he should be glad i didnt take some hammer out to knock his bald head. it was really tempting though.

okay enough of whining. back to harry potter. :D

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2007-09-22T19:55:00.000+08:00

HOT HOT HOT!

finally got some of the songs from newfoundglory's upcoming album! :) yayness! been trying to get them a month ago and finally, finally i got it! hahaha i rock man! yess! :DD

NFG IS HOT STUFF. :)

still can remember the very first song i listened to. & it had sentimental values back then. :)

"The Minute I Met You"

I would like to start off by saying I had everything to do with it,

You may think that I lie real well, you can tell that I'm holding it in,

Nevermind the time or the spinning of your head,

I could tell my life was changing,

Since the minute i met you,

And if I stop,

Ever thinking of you,

I'd probably choke on the words I never said,

And if I stop,

Ever thinking of you,

I'd bury my heart and fall back in my bed,

And what a sight that'll be yeah,

I will never tell you this,

but I'm scared of falling apart,

It may seem like I'm holding it together but the weather is making it hard,

Never mind the time or the spinning of your head,

I could tell my life was changing, Since the minute I met you,

And if I stop,

Ever thinking of you,

I'd probably choke on the words I never said,

And if I stop,

Ever thinking of you,

I'd bury my heart and fall back in my bed,

And what a sight that'll be,

All my friends surrounding me,

Just cause you've made it this far,

Doesn't mean you've made it,

And if I stop,

Ever thinking of you, I'd probably choke on the words I never said,

And if I stop,

Ever thinking of you,

I'd bury my heart and fall back in my bed,

And what a sight that'll be,

And what a sight that'll be yeah

210907

2007-09-21T23:07:00.000+08:00

yayyy had cell this evening with them girls (melody, meryl & justine), pastor cuixian & cornelius. i totally forgot that it wont just be the four of us having bible study together anymore so i got a shock when i saw cornelius enter the room. and honestly, i kinda miss the times when its just the four of us. but nevertheless, still enjoyed the whole bible study session. :)

todays study is basically on love. and something interesting to share with y'll:

there are 4 Greek words for love. amazing isnt it? i mean, in English, its just l.o.v.e.

1. Eros (ἔρως érōs) is passionate love, with sensual desire and longing. The Modern Greek word "erotas" means "(romantic) love". However, Eros does not have to be sexual in nature. Eros can be interpreted as a love for someone who you love more than the Philia love of friendship. It can also apply to dating relationships as well as marriage.

2. Philia (φιλία philía) means friendship in modern Greek, a dispassionate virtuous love. It includes loyalty to friends, family, and community, and requires virtue, equality and familiarity.

3. Agapē (ἀγάπη agápē) means "love" in modern day Greek. The term s'agapo means "I love you" in Greek. The word "agapo" is the verb "I love". In Ancient Greek it often refers to a general affection rather than the attraction suggested by "eros"; agape is used in ancient texts to denote feelings for a good meal, one's children, and the feelings for a spouse. It can be described as the feeling of being content or holding one in high regard.

4. Storge (στοργή storgē) means "affection" in modern Greek; it is natural affection, like that felt by parents for offspring. Rarely used in ancient works, and then almost exclusively as a descriptor of relationships within the family.

cool shits. :)

and before i went for bible study, i worked at bakerzin paragon. i prefer the colleagues there, somehow, even though theyre all guys and butches and i was the only girl there today. i dont know, maybe because our age gap is closer so its easier to communicate and you dont feel so outta place. yeah. and i must say the paragon outlet is damned assed crowded. herds of people just keep coming in and going out. its crazy. but time flies really fast, so thats a good thing.

alrights, harry potter & the half-blood prince, here i comeee! :D

its truly amazing how some people can pretend/act as if they have

truckloads of true blue friends when the truth is, they just dont. funny.

Opposing ideas are the ones you should pay attention today -- they enlighten you.

thats quoted from friendster's horoscope. interesting, something worth thinking about.

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2007-09-20T23:09:00.000+08:00

happy 17th birthday charis chow chin chow! :D
aww i miss all your weird actions man. and the times we go "eew! youre weird!" then shudder away from each other. haha please charis, youre the weird one. admit it, now! but anyway i still do miss you, in fact i miss you aussie girls. the b3 girls have to meet up sometime soon man! like all of us!

& i just realised charis chow's birthday is a day after charis wong's birthday.
HAHAHAHA cool shits please. the charis days. okay thats gay, zip it denise. :(

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2007-09-19T20:35:00.000+08:00

had a really bad morning today. dont know why, but i just felt really pms-y. did i have some nightmare last night? i cant remember. anyway athena yin came over to my place this afternoon. had lunch at sp before that. we watched 200 pounds beauty together. still love the show, very inspirational. :)

& SAM IS A HORRIBLE BOY. read below! we were talking about some stuff earlier on and...

If only life had a restart button like the games...juz scared of living the 15 years of my life AGAIN says:
u DO noe i got 3 gf right?
☠ more like sugar and spice ; denise says:
WTF
☠ more like sugar and spice ; denise says:
I DIDNT KNOW.
☠ more like sugar and spice ; denise says:
WTF WTF WTF.
☠ more like sugar and spice ; denise says:
SAM YOU FLIRT.
If only life had a restart button like the games...juz scared of living the 15 years of my life AGAIN says:
=,=

HORRIBLE HORRIBLE HORRIBLE! and he is so proud of it. REPENT SAM, REPENT.

RAWR!

& happy birthday soulmate, risris! :D hearts. happy birthday to shanice too!

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2007-09-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

met up with smelly laosai (jacinth!) this afternoon. went shopping at vivocity! :D ate at island cafe (never knew it existed until today, really) for lunch then started shopping. but both of us were in our "fussy moods" so we didnt really try any clothings, let alone buy anything. then went over to bakerzin during teatime. and after which, i was in a better mood already! so i managed to buy a dress from forever21. its purrrple! hot shits. tried on some shades there tooo! :D

cute? cute anot? :D

and jiaxin found this huge hat too. hahaha super funny. :D

and after about 4 hours of shopping, we got a little sick of it, so we sat down at the benches to CAMWHORE! woohooo. camwhoring is love please! havent really been camwhoring since school closed okay. cos there aint much time meeting up and stuff. so yeah.

why do i have such a crazy friend? :O

teeheehee.

do we look innocent? :D

and unfortunately, for us, some morons came over to sit at the same place we were sitting. so we evacuated. outside! bright and sunny, with the coconut treee! :D if only someone could take a picture of us doing that indian dance thing. you know, the ones you see on central. hahaha.

see the tree behind? :D

and then we did the pig thing, trying to cover our noses.

i rock much more at it! :D woohoo, DENISE ROCKS!

us being twits! :D hahahaha. we both burst out laughing after taking the picture on the top right!

and i promised you your unglam picture jiaxin! :P

more of us! :D

then i had this craving to go to the pet shop, and so we did.

omg i want two hamsters again! :( i miss winter & blinko. :(

okay stop whining. im going to bug my mom about getting hamsters again. she probably will go "but they will stink the whole house up" or "but youre asthmatic!" or something. but im not going to give up. NOT GOING TO. :(

p.s. jiaxin cannot take pictures for nuts. (just see below!)

p.s.s; and on top of that, she tried a dozen times (okay im exaggerating) to stop me from camwhoring on my own.

but smart me managed to in the end! :D though its only 1 picture.

hahahahaha I ROCK BIG BIG TIME MAN. :D

p.s.s.s; but i still love you smelly laosai! even though you destroyed some of my pictures. and thanks for shopping with me today! loveloveyou truckers! :D

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2007-09-16T10:27:00.000+08:00

boohoohoo, today sucks.

im having my period and im going to work.

:(

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2007-09-15T02:01:00.000+08:00

spent close to an entire hour squabbling with this guy on maplestory (yes i logged in to play my cleric because i felt so bored from reading), while waiting to enter the level 35-50 party quest, who claims that he was previously from acsi & acjc, but just couldnt differentiate between "then" and "than" LOL joker. he literally used "then" when comparing something with another. and i was like wtf? and then there is this other instance when i used the word "hypothesis" and he insisted that i used the word wrongly and it should be "assumption" instead when he said some really ridiculous statement. seriously, a hypothesis is a mere assumption. there is barely any difference between the both words. except maybe hypothesis is more of a tentative statement which can be tested by further investigation. dumb asshole. i bet he didnt even know what the meaning of "hypothesis" is. really dont believe he is from the ac family. but if he is, urgh, he has just tarnished the reputation of acs boys. (well not that i had a very good impression of them to begin with. rolls eyes)

i pity his seriously dumbnut girlfriend. (she must be dumb, otherwise she wouldnt have picked him in the first place. agree? hell yes) and if she really is as pretty and gorgeous as he claims her to be, she must be some bimbo. you know, brainless airheads.

okay chill it denise. anger only gives rise to the number of wrinkles forming across your forehead. and you are going to take your passport photo tomorrow. gotta be pretty.

urgh dumb asshole and his dumbass girlfriend. i feel so sorry for his girlfriend. but then again, they must be of the same breed, since they can click! okay too bad, no sympathy.

:D

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2007-09-14T22:36:00.000+08:00

one thing i noticed about Bakerzin is that they tend to hire butches. they have yet another two at the paragon outlet, whom i met today during the breast cancer foundation event at the singapore national museum. and omg, guess who i saw? L05's desmond. wtf no joke man. what is a guy doing at some event held by the breast cancer foundation? but whatever it is, im really thankful i didnt spill any drinks, drop anything during the entire event. yayyy thank God! :) and i had a free glass of champagne from the event. hohoho. free alcohol. cool shits please. nownow, im off to continue reading my harrypotty book! nights people, dont miss me. i know you will though!

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2007-09-13T22:43:00.000+08:00

the sweetest soulmate ever alive (risris) sent me this song. :)

Don't worry about that extra line

That's creeping up upon your face

It's just a part of nature's way to say you've grown a little more

Trees have rings and thicker branches

Kids shoes get a little tighter

Every year we're getting closer to who we're gonna be

It's time to celebrate the story of how you've come to be

Happy Birthday, my friend

Here's to all the years we've shared together

All the fun we've had

You're such a blessing

Such a joy in my life

May the good Lord bless you

And may all your dreams come true

So light a candle on your cake

For every smile you've helped create

For every heart and every soul you've helped to grow

A little more

A few more pounds, a little more grey

Don't count the years, just count the way

It takes a little time to go from water into wine
Don't ever lose the wonder of that child within your eyes

Happy Birthday, my friend

Here's to all the years we've shared together

All the fun we've had

You're such a blessing

Such a joy in my life

May the good Lord bless you

And may all your dreams come true

its by Corrinne May. not exactly my type, but its really sweet. loveya truckers risris! :)

& happy birthday dave yeo.

&& two really really really hilarious test exam answers! credits to enggie for them man. :D

LOL

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2007-09-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

day off work today, so i went out with some b3 girls who are in poly now. :) its been a reaaally long time since i met hennie, wilder and vannie! gosh. and their lives are far more interesting than mine. especially vannies! hahahaha. you know what i mean babe!

met up with mel, jiaxin and hennie first for lunch at subway, followed by some shopping!

tried out many many shades @ river island man. :D

jiaxin ; me ; mel

and i swear the housefly shades are still my favourite! :D

then mel left for her dental appointment while jiaxin and i went over to nafnaf to try more clothings! zomg i love nafnaf. swear. except for the cost of each and every piece, duh. tried on two pieces and i quite like both actually! but i didnt buy it. :( and this hennie didnt even try on a single piece! horrible girl. she should learn how to shop more, like meeeee! yayyy!

but she took that unglam shot on the left while i was talking to the sales

assistant. no idea what i said at that point in time, but guess what?

ive met her before and she can recognise me tooo. :)

then after killing enough time, we headed over to cathay to meet wilder. before that, we met up with vannie! heh. and omg. on the way to the grand cathay, i received the friggin sms! EXAM RESULTS ARE SO OUT! zomg. i nearly fainted and died from shock! expected it to be sent tomorrow, but nooo, it came today. and my results arent what i had expected. definitely much worse, but not until thaaat disappointing lah. but either way, thank God for it! :D

caught No Reservations! nice show. some parts are really hilarious. like when the girl goes "men" hahahaha. so young, so feminist. so much worse than me! and then there is another part where the lead actor told that little girl "im going to kiss your aunt" and she went "oh no, thats so embarrassing" LOL so cute! but i must say the show had quite a fair bit of kissing scenes. sweeeet. :)

next, had dinner @ swensens before going down to chitchat! and well, camwhore a little too.

teehee, look at wilder! she has such an expressive face!

look at this one too! haha funny woman. (thats taken before the movie)

hennie & jiaxin! :)

and us! :D

group photos, i like, i love. :)

back to harry potter & the order of the phoenix.

working again tomorrow. sian. :(

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2007-09-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

urgh today really hasnt been a good day. maybe its just the damned curse of september eleven, i dont know. two morons pissed the shit outta me. first was this fucking woman (whose name shall not be mentioned), then came my shitty brother's ex/current girlfriend. whatever, i really dont give a damn whether its past or present. but if you make my brother upset, youre getting me fucked up as well. cmon, you both broke up, i popped champagne, and now youre back with all these shit? fuck off slut, just fuck off, seriously. dont be such a leech, such an incorrigible pest. just screw off. dont need me to throw some money at your face like they always do on tv shows, do you?

argh cant go on anymore. bloods boiling, erupting like a volcano any moment.

lets see, what good thing happened today? is there even any in the first place?

oh yes, someone complimented my smile. :D teehee. i rock! admit it yinyuqing.

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2007-09-11T09:53:00.000+08:00

its september eleven today! gaspgasp. and i know of three people whose birthday falls on this date. devester, miss ho & aunty peggy. so happy birthday to the three of you! :)

and for the past few days, it feels as though im really lacking of time. seriously, working, watching Snow Queen & reading the fifth book of Harry Potter is like omg. if only i had 48 hours a day, instead of jusut 24. :(

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2007-09-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

teehee, i was bored. so here! EVERYONE SHALL TAKE IT. nowww. :D

Create your own Friend Test here

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/994101

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2007-09-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

just got home from my aunts place not too long ago. went over to celebrate baby kaylyn's birthday. :) aww cutiepie, she is turning 4 this year. gosh i feel so old again, watching all my little cousins grow up. haha well actually, i only have 4 younger ones. shrugs. and took some pictures of baby bacon (her name's maegan, but granny cant pronounce so it somehow became bacon. hahahhaa) she is getting cuter & cuter. check it out!

aww. :D

grabbing my finger. naughty girl. :)

and biting the towel. heh silly one!

apart from my cousin's birthday, i had work today. and OMFG I SPILLED THE BLOODY COFFEE ON THE TABLE. *#^&`$)(&! screw it lah. i bet that woman hates me now. well thankfully i didnt spill on her clothes though. but fuck, third day of work and i just had to spill something. urgh i swear im so not cut up for all these waitressing shits. :( depressed.

and cell was good yesterday. :) a picture of us by the roadside! pretty empty.

yayyy :D

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2007-09-07T17:48:00.000+08:00

7 september marks a year's anniversary, a year since risris and i have been single. :) gosh to be honest, im really proud of myself. looking back at my past, i feel as though ive grown up, alot. definitely learnt from past mistakes made, maturing as every i overcome every obstacle coming along the way. and the kind of friends i mixed with, is no where near the kind of friends im with now. the me in primary six and secondary one was much more unruly, although i still do hate rules now. rolls eyes. but thats not the point.

point is, im really glad i have you as a friend, risris! great soulmate you are. :D its amazing how we got to know each other. who would have expected it? and looking back, im also very much amazed at the kind of trust we had for each other, confiding in each other even though we werent exactly close at all then. and finding so many similarities among us both, we reckoned each other soulmates soon after. and the sms you sent this afternoon, was really sweet. i appreciate you in my life very much dear friend. :)

and im really glad i always have this other "friend" by my side, and that is God. i know He is always there for me in both the good and bad times. :) thank you, Lord. alrights, im off! first cell meeting! gaspgasp. wonder what its like man!

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2007-09-07T00:31:00.000+08:00

yayyy am really glad the five of us met up, after donkey years! :D had dinner at pepperlunch, meryl's choice. the only reason why i agreed to eating at that place is because this outing is supposed to celebrate her 17th birthday. otherwise, over my dead body will i ever step into that food outlet ever. seriously you have to cook your own meal when youre starving dead? plus i once burnt my finger there, somehow. well anyway its a really really late celebration because we were all tied up with the exams at that point in time, thus we had it postphoned.

got her a "surprise" cake from nydc too. well hope it was a surprise for her. but one thing i know is that the clutch from aldo we bought as her birthday gift, definitely came as a surprise.

and speaking of surprises, it wont be a surprise for all my readers to know that we camwhored. HAHA okay here are the pictures. (only gonna post those i took with my back camera because, fine, the photos taken with my front camera sucked. i doubt its even 1 mega pixel, but whatever)

justine's camera skills. :O

and meryl's. but i think its really weird when youre sitting down around tables. just look at the difference in face size man. its like dwarves and giants. shakes head. i prefer standing up.

so we did, and haha these two didnt turn out that well.

until, finally! one picture perfect. :)

last picture taken for the day. :)

jiaxin and i took some shitty unglam photos together too, whilst waiting for the arrival of the other three. but i shall only post one! and be grateful its with me being unglam too okay. although not as unglam as you lah! hahahahaha. just look at your face, jiaxin!

monkey xin! :DD

enjoyed myself muchers (it means "very very much" in denise's dictionary. the word is non-existant, dont worry) today. and am glad i aint working tomorrow! whoopee! my legs are giving way. :( but at least today was better than yesterday. getting used to it, although i keep dropping something different everyday. great.

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2007-09-05T18:12:00.000+08:00

the first day of work is over! :)

yayy thank God i survived! my feet nearly died after standing for 5 over hours with the stinking pumps. i swear thats the dumbest invention ever. who in the world created pumps? grrrh/ should just ignore the whole image thing and wear sports shoes tomorrow or something. blisters, blisters, blisters. rarhh.

but working in f&b really isnt as bad as i had expected. thank God. good thing is, i dont have to crack eggs, or make coffee, or anything else which requires you to help out in the damned kitchen. honestly, id probably just burn the entire kitchen down if they asked me to cook an egg for them or something.

meeting up with sisterhood tomorrow night, after work! hiphiphurray! :D the five of us havent met up together since forever. we really needa sit down and do alot of catching up. gawd i miss my secondary school days now.

okay im off to read my harry potter book before i continue whining, yet again. finished half the book already! oh btw im on goblet of fire. yayyy i rock please!

& i lovelove my momsy!

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2007-09-05T09:58:00.000+08:00

heh heh, thats the gold highlight i got. its hidden! cool shits. felt like doing gold, instead of blonde, so there. :) and if you noticed, my left is slightly longer than my right! about two inches, i believe. not that bad for work right? of cos. :D wanted to have a significant difference, but ahh, work. i need a decent image! yayyy i think my hair is so cute now.

starting work in less than 2 hours time! gaspgasp. will blog about it later, if not, tomorrow. will see how exhausted i get from work. ahhhhh.

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2007-09-04T11:15:00.000+08:00

rawr. im vexed. now that im gonna start working, i cant possibly cut the hairstyle i so desire. (that is one side long, the other side short and my blonde streak) but im really sick of my current hairstyle. its so plain, so dull. urgh. howww. :(

let my mood decide later?

and and and, im scared of work tomorrow. never worked in F&B. cant even hold a damned tray properly, let alone serve customers. what if i spill the drink onto my customer's dress or pants? i dont even know how to make a cup of coffee. damn. :(

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2007-09-03T19:27:00.000+08:00

went down to vivocity (yet again) for real job hunting this afternoon with yinyuqing! and guess what? out of both interviews we went for, we were offered the jobs! cool shits. never knew job hunting was that easy. and on top of that, the interview i went for yesterday was a success too. just got a call from mr emmanuel, that cute angmoh fella. but had to reject the offer cos yuqing and i agreed to work together at bakerzin. so come look for me, people! :D

and check out THIS SONG (just click here). my new love for the past few days. heh its by nicole scherzinger, the lead for pussycat dolls, together with T.I. enjoy! and if you want the song, ask me on msn.

020907

2007-09-02T03:02:00.000+08:00

im addicted to this korean show now. :D now mommy knows what kinda future-son-in-law she will get. :D bwahahha. cute shits! especially the grandfather. hahahhaa. omg super funny. i feel like watching on! but noo, tomorrow shopping! clothes still number one lahhh. zomg i need an entire roomful of clothings! and i swear that wont be enough, still. bwahaha greedy me!

and urgh, its so depressing that high end boutiques do not offer part time jobs. went to coach to enquire this evening, and they said they dont hire part-timers. damn. :(

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2007-09-01T16:00:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday to laopeh,

happy birthday to youu!

yayyy love you daddyy! :D

bwahahha. just had a really good buffet lunch at triple 3. really full now so im probably not gonna have dinner tonight! cool shits. and popo is here to make soup for me. sweetums, loves. :D

310807

2007-08-31T14:50:00.000+08:00

YAYYY FINALLY THE END OF EXAMS! :D
and im so sorry im only updating now. hahahaha.

here are some pictures after the last paper @ 11.30am! actually, slightly before that. cos me, sheryl and ppk were the last three L04 people who left the hall. (and im last to leave the hall before the stupid ten minutes shit! cos smart me handed in my paper at 11.19am plus 1632703782364 seconds. hoho) only yuqing and louis were still inside! haha. aww poor thinggg. so anyway, picturesss!

my darling nuqui! :D

two silly pouting pictures because nuqui wanted em!

tanshijie! :D

can you smell how relaxed we all are now?

and then i headed to tampines mall with nuqui, accompanied her to century square before i left to meet ahpek! bought famous amos cookies to eat. and attempted to trick meryl, but obviously it didnt work too well. :D hahaha. 100g, hahahhaa! and finally when meryl arrived, we went down to suntec to surprise jiaxin who is currently working at the IT fair there!

hoho thats cute shits me!

swear it was embarrassing.

taken before looking for jiaxin.

and omg i swear the IT fair at suntec is super huge! there were herds of people and herds of brands, promoters trying to sell their stuffies. BUT FATE BROUGHT US TO JIAXIN. :D aww. and well, we had quite a fair bit of fun together. (hello jiaxin, you should be thankful to us okay. we drew so much attention for you so sell your laptops! now kowtow to us!)

its been ages since i last met that woman! really glad we met yesterday, although it was just for that few minutes. :)

then slacked around with meryl & justine because we were really too tired to walk around. zomg. (which also explains the thirteen and a half hours of sleep i had last night, getting up at about 2 pm this afternoon!) camwhored together!

using my phone! :D

and using meryl's phone! :D

+ two unglam shitty photos.

gawd.

then we started walking around again, had swensens ice cream and then had dinner at kenny rogers. i swear the best dish is...

corn niblets!! :D

hoho had a craving to eat corn niblets yesterday, for some reason or another. and meryl's sister ate with us toooo! :) after which, we headed to mel's church together to watch the preview of the egig. must say its better than the previous time. and omg i swear that girl (whatever her name is) can really sing Beyonce's Listen! wtf super good. its really not easy to sing that song man. but she did it really well! and all the stories in the egig was really touching.

or should i say, its really sweet to have a personal relationship with God? and these are the times when i feel exceptionally fortunate? no, thats not the right word. but you get my point. God is amazing! really really. :)

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2007-08-28T18:45:00.000+08:00

the only two pictures i took today. haha. susprisingly. but i didnt take many many cos my hair sucked today. grrrh/ bad hair days i dont like, not at all. so anyway i tied it up and i guess it made me look worse? plus i was wearing the specs i dont like. argh. so shouldnt you be feeling all honoured athena yin? youre the only one who has a picture with me today! sheryl only has part of the face man.

and during our three hours interval, after pom paper and before lsm paper, instead of mugging like the other table of girls, WE STARTED HAVING SOME FUN! with what? peckkipang's hair! check out tha pictures yo. grab it and post on your blog too! share the love, spread the word. okay im talkin' nonsense. :D

in the process of messing it up.

all messed up! :D

doesnt the caption suit tha picture?

i swear it does man, omg im fucking creative.

hahahhaa. her trying to avoid the camera. :D

p.s; thats my laogong (above) :D sexy right? i know. dont try stealing her away from me! hmphf. but even if you girls try to, you wont succeed lah. and you know it damn well!

p.s.s; pom & lsm papers down. left csa on thurs! hurray! i can feel myself celebrating alreadyyy. cool shits. but tmr gotta chiong csa! havent really studied for it. hohoho. :D

p.s.s.s; a few new albums im looking forward to: angels & airwaves (oct), avenged sevenfold (oct), dashboard confessional (oct) and NEW FOUND GLORY (sept)! :D cool shits. i love new found glory man! haha one of my favourite bands since i was in secondary one, damn it.

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2007-08-27T17:53:00.000+08:00

one paper down. three more to go. (thank goodness we only have 4 written examination papers) :D but two papers are tomorrow. cant believe im still blogging. but anyway this is gonna be a quickie. okay got this dumb joke from friendster. its funny though, definitely worth reading. so read on nowww:

There were these three guys at a cafe, drinking their coffee - an American guy, a black guy, and an Ah Beng. They see a really attractive waitress and comment on her good looks. Next thing you know they start making bets on who can get her to go out with them first.

The waitress overhears them, and she goes up to them and says, "Hey, I heard you talking about me. Well, I like an intelligent guy, so let's see who can make the best sentence using the words 'liver' and 'cheese'."

So the American guy goes, "That's easy. I love liver and I hate cheese." The waitress shakes her heard in disgust.

The black guy goes, "Well, I hate liver and I love cheese." The waitress says, "That is so stupid. That's essentially the same thing!"

Then the Ah Beng steps up and puts his arm around the waitress' waist. "Liver alone, cheese mine!" (Leave her alone, she is mine!!)

WTF LOL. ahbengs ah, ahbengs. :D

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2007-08-26T20:37:00.000+08:00

zomg i feel like killin' myself. exams suck okay. i hate to mug. :(

FUCK THE DAMNED EXAMS!

everyone shall agree with me! even if you dont, just pretend you do.

i so cant wait to go shopping with meryl & ahpek on thurs. then shopping with momsy on friday! yayy last day of sale at tangs. bought a dress the other day, but its not enuff. one dress is so not enuff. i need 732541230218038 more! woohooo.

now to hell with exams, im gonna get my ass back to mugging soon.

life sucks big big time. :( hmphf. and poor meryl, mugging on her birthday. okay i shall not complain anymore. should be counting my blessings man!

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2007-08-26T11:57:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday meryl,
happy birthday to you!

:D

muchloves babe! enjoy sweet seventeen.

and omg exams begin tomorrow! aint too sure if its a good thang or not. im really glad that exams are here cos it means its vacation really soon. yet im not exactly prepared with my work, seriously. havent been very focused lately. sigh. aint even done with macroecons cos i was on the phone with peckkipang last night for nearly two fucking hours! LOL wtf. waste my time talking to that woman.

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2007-08-24T19:42:00.000+08:00

hoho. went to bugis again for mugging! monday at jurongeast, tuesday at bugis, wednesday at woodlands, thursday at dover and friday at bugis. hoho. im cool shits. :D actually risris asked this morning if i wanted to mug with her at je, but because i was gonna mug with shijie & peckkipang, i had to turn her down. sorry about that babe!

but as usual, peckkipang only got up past 3pm. so she didnt join shijie & i for lunch, some mugging and of cos, NEOPRINTS! bwahaha. we are cute shits please. check the "free neoprints" we took. haha sounds damn cheapskate, but whatever!

haha! only the first picture was taken by shijie. rest were by the worlds greatest photographer - ME! :D yayy i must rock cos im cool shits! and did anyone notice shijie's new fringe? teehee im first to see it okay! i must rock, i must rock! omg i must rock big big time. :D UNLIKE PECKKIPANG. SUCKER!

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2007-08-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

"You dont love a woman when she's beautiful. But it's beautiful when you love her."

one of the sweetest phrases ever. agree? :) quoted that from yuwei's friendster. aww.

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2007-08-23T16:49:00.000+08:00

fuck, barely did anything today. practically wasted the entire day away. :( all momsys fault! she didnt allow me to go out to mug. wanted to try mugging at nyp today. but ohwells. mugging at home sucks big time. all the damned distractions. especially the computer! and my bed. gawd slept again after coming on msn this morning. rawr. slept until 3pm before getting up and coming online again. think i shall burn midnight oil tonight to repent and redeem myself. but for now, its quiz time! all stolen from ppk's blog.

You are Totally Realistic

"Romance" means you're about to roll your eyesSeriously, you can do without the sap or dramaSave it for someone who has nothing really going on in their relationship
For you, love is real - and easily integrated into your lifeYou don't need candles, flowers, or chocolates to know he's the oneJust some stimulating conversation... and maybe a great smile.

Are You a Romantic or Realistic Girl?

is that a compliment or an insult?

You Are 32% Healthy

You're on your way to having a healthy diet, but you have a ways to go.Everything is okay in moderation. But you don't quite have moderation figured out yet.

How Healthy Is Your Diet?

haha told you im healthier than you are, ppk. :D

Your Mind is PG-13 Rated

Your mind is definitely a little dirty. You're naughty, but not trashy.You don't shy away from a dirty joke, and you're clearly not a prude.

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

see, im not R21 peckkipang! i bet yuqing is, though. :D hahaha.

You Are 32% Shy

You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal.You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace.

How Shy Are You?

wtf i thought im more shy than ppk lah. :(

Your Love is Based on Friendship

For you, chemistry doesn't really happen without compatibility.Companionship and openness are the most important parts of your relationships.Whoever you love should be your best friend. And falling in love with a good friend is never out of the question.
Why your love can last: You only fall for people who you truly understand... and who truly understand you
Why your love can fail: Sometimes you don't admit how important physical chemistry is to you

What Is Your Love Based On?

wtf i dont believe this. same as ppk again. :(

You Are Not a Cheapskate

When it comes to money, you're very fair.You're generous when you can be, and you never cheat anyone out of what they deserve.If you have the money, you enjoy splurging. But you never overspend.

Are You a Cheapskate?

i think im damn suay please. same as ppk again. :(

You Are 68% Pure

Well, you're not exactly an angel - but you're pretty darn close.But chances are, you have a couple juicy secrets deep in your closet.

How Pure Are You?

holy shit, i should be more pure than ppk! wtf. :(

You Are 21 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

HAHAHHAA MUCH MORE MATURED THAN YOU PPK! :D :D :D

You Are 28% Fake

The real you is something you embrace and don't mind enhancing.You know that a few beauty secrets aren't a big deal, as long as you look good.

Are You A Fake Girl?

You Are An ENTP

The Visionary
You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.
In love, you see everything as a grand adventure. You enjoy taking risks for love.And if things don't work out, you're usually not too much worse for the wear!
You would make a great entrepreneur, marketing executive, or actor.
At work, you need a lot of freedom to pursue your own path and vision. How you see yourself: Analytical, creative, and peaceful
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Detached, wishy-washy, and superficial

What's" Your Personality Type?

You Will Die at Age 79

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?

bwahahha. i will get to see ppk die. :D

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

You Are 35% Homophobic

You don't want to be homophobic, and you're usually not.You have a few stereotypes about gay people - and they'll eventually be broken.

Are You Homophobic?

You Are A Loyal Sidekick

While you aren't the most visable one in your group...You're always up for a good time or conversationAnd you stick with your friends no matter whatYou may feel underappreciated - but it only seems that way!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves.
You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?
You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back.
In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.
A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

You Are 50% Vain

You're a little vain, but more than anything you have a healthy amount of confidence.Thinking the world of yourself is great. Just don't think less of those who aren't as pretty as you!

How Vain Are You?

teeheee. joey should attempt this quiz! :)

You Are A Mint Chocolate Chip Ice Cream Girl

Creative. Expressive. Unique.

What Flavor Ice Cream Girl Are You?

i dont like that flavour. where is my cookies & cream? :D

Your Heart Is Red

You're a passionate lover - you always have a huge fire in your heart.Too bad it's hard for you to be passionate about just one person!
Your flirting style: Outgoing and sexy
Your lucky first date: Drinks and dancing
Your dream lover: Is both stable and intense
What you bring to relationships: Honesty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are lively, dramatic, and flamboyant.You have an outrageous personality...And you secretly resent anyone who makes you tone it down.
Underneath it all, you are driven by your need for attention and acceptance.You need to feel special at all times.You are secretly jealous and occasionally insecure.

What's" the Part of You That No One Sees?

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily. You bounce from romance to romance.

How Are You In Love?

You Have Your Sarcastic Moments

While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious.

How Sarcastic Are You?

Your Pimp Name Is...

Pimptress Love

What's" Your Pimp Name?

Your Birthdate: October 27

For you, love is a feeling that lingers for really long time - even after a relationship is totally over.In fact, you still make have strong feelings for the first person you fell in love with.You usually are reluctant to end relationships. And sometimes you're the last to know that things are ending!
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 5
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5
You are most compatible with people born on the 9th, 18th, and 27th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

bullshit. hahaha.

Your Mouth is a Little Big

You're not a total tell all, but you don't hide who you are either.You've struck a good balance between discretion and sharing.People know you fairly well, at least on a superficial level.But you save your most revealing secrets for your best friend... or no one!

Do You Have a Big Mouth?

You're a Little Stupid

You got 9/10 questions right!Or at least careless. Better go back and recheck your answers!

Are You Stupid?

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:
You have high extroversion.You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"
Conscientiousness:
You have high conscientiousness.Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.Most things in your life are organized and planned well.But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.
Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness.You're generally a friendly and trusting person.But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:
You have medium neuroticism.You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

believe i have done that before. :D

What Your Dreams Mean...

Your dreams seem to show that you're a bit disturbed... but nothing serious.
You may have a problem you're trying to work out in your sleep.
Your dreams tend to reflect your insecurities.
You have a very vivid imagination and a rich creative mind.

What Do Your Dreams Mean?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

done this before tooo! :D

You Are 10% Weird

You're totally, completely normal.And that's pretty darn weird!

How Weird Are You?

LOL UNLIKE PPK!! :D

You Are Confident and Secure

You are practically immune to insecurity and self doubt.You're comfortable with who you are, and if someone doesn't like you - that's not your problem.Some people think you're too confident, but that's just their insecurities shining through.Your confidence carries you through your worst moments, because you know you'll always come out fine.

Are You An Insecure Girl?

hahaha. quite true.

You Are Picky When it Counts

Like most sane women, you want a great guy who will treat you well.But you're also willing to put up with a few flaws in your Mr. RightYou should congratulate yourself on having a realistic approach to dating.You probably have quite a few great guys you can date!

Are You Too Picky When It Comes To Men?

Your Birthdate: October 27

You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything.You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life.Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal.You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return.
Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone
Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge
Your power color: Cobalt blue
Your power symbol: Dove
Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

FINALLY DONE. OMG PPK, YOU DO SO MANY QUIZZES UNTIL I WANNA DIE ALREADYYY. RAWR

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2007-08-22T19:30:00.000+08:00

today marks the very first time i entered republic polytechnic! and one of the rare times i would ever ever step into woodlands. haha! i think the last time i did was when i bumped into kenny. and that was 87549237038103 years ago. :D must say the infrastructure and environment is pretty good there. and given another chance, i wouldnt mind going back to rp to mug! provided i have company. dont intend to get lost in there alone. heh heh.

only checked out the greens outside the airconditioned canteen and the library (duh) though. but rp seems to have a really conducive environment for studying. :D

BUT not until we started digging the cabinets and playing THESE.

hahahaha! reversi & some other game which is similar to that of scrabble. and the latter reminds me of "WU" again. LOL inside joke cos im too lazy to explain. and omg im still laughing about it! :x damn funnyyy. also watched some nonsensical movie "good morning vietnam" on coocoo's lappie. i swear that show is full of shit. especially about the testicles part. hahahhaa!

and the only two pictures i took with coocoo today. rawr. where are my camwhore buddies? yuqing & tanshijie, where art thou? :( camwhoring little little a day is very very bad for health.

but still, i love ya sis! & thanks for accompany today. appreciate it, really. :D

& HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY WILDER!

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2007-08-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

had dinner with yuqing & peckki at clarity cafe, after muggin' lsm together at bugis national library! :D must say the food was really good. but the price, urgh. see lah peckki! what * *** ****** shit lah you, i told you that phrase is cursed. fuck you, dont believe me. say say say until my specs flew and yuqing bumped into the whatever you call that. if she fell backwards and onto the road, she would have died an extremely horrible death okay! stupid peckkipang.

but anyway we mugged well. very well. one of the best you can ever get when muggin' with ppk, cos she sucks big big time! :D

yayyy im gonna go rp tomorrow to mug! think coocoo is gonna pon class again and join me at the libraryyy. mug mug mug! :D

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2007-08-20T21:41:00.000+08:00

coocoo! :D

argh, i look horrid in this picture. well as compared to the other picture. but too bad he wasnt smiling in the other picture! grrrrh/

BUT

yayyy finally met him after donkey years! probably since the last time we mugged together for the damned olevels? yeah. so anyway he ponned school and accompanied me at the national library today. aww, so sweet. thanks sis! :D

studying wasnt very productive though. only finished up chapter nine and another chapter for csa. hahaa. more than yuqing, at least. because she was with her boyfriend. and God knows what the hell they were doing, right? :x

then risris & liyan came to meet me after school!

those two girls are crazy i swear! they made me laugh quite a fair bit. especially with all their little squabblings. aww man, secondary school. i miss those times. :( now no more emo-ing for denise! gotta reply to all the conversations on msn. see what i mean when you appear online? rawr.

BYE!

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2007-08-19T20:35:00.000+08:00

can any b3 girl remember that notepad which miss bong gave us before our olevels as a form of encouragement? well, i still keep it on my study table. and lookin' at it gave me a tad more determination to mug for the upcoming exams which will begin next monday. (oh damn it) havent really done much productive work. but thankfully i got momsy! she explained the part on controlling for principles of management to me this afternoon and believe it or not, i somehow managed to remember all that she said. (hopefully my short term memory doesnt fail me towards the exam though) heh heh. thanks momsy! loveyou. :D

watched telly, read harry potter, mugged a little, went out. horrid. but i had a really good dinner! yikes, makes me feel fat again though. ohh and for every 30bucks spent at sushi tel, you get a complimentary ticket into st james. yuqing & nuqui, interested? hahaha. after exams lah, all you silly billy 18 year old people. urgh. cant wait till im 18! im not even 17 yet.

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2007-08-18T21:09:00.000+08:00

my 550th post shall be dedicated to quizzes! yayyy :D

and all these shall be related to personality. because i love personality tests! love it when you sometimes stumble upon facts about yourself which you arent aware of previously. and everyone shall try em toooo. :D

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test5.aspx

Here is the analysis:
You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you get frustrated sometimes, you get through hard times easily and are joyful again.
Your friendly personality makes you attractive in the eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse feel insecure. Your lack of emotion is a disadvantage, but your candor has made you popular.
Friends of your gender find it hard to understand you because of your innocent thinking. But this is your advantage as it attracts members of the opposite sex who have the same personality as you.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test6.aspx

Here is the analysis:
You have a complicated personality.
How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: Top.
You are opinionated and self-oriented, the size of this personality as seen by others is medium.
Diamond means stubborn personality.
You are also superior and impressive.
You are an opportunist.
Your husband or wife is the one you need when you are in trouble.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx

Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test36.aspx

Here is the analysis:

Your ideal mate is gentle and sweet.
You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
Success depends on someone's faith in their ability. That's your attitudes towards success.
You love freedom and don't want to get tied down.
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.

thats all folks. :D tellytime! cant believe im still watching teevee and reading harry potter in the midst of my exams. im supposed to be worried and focused, but im so not. great. urgh. one week left cos tomorrow im going out. teeheehee.

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2007-08-17T22:38:00.000+08:00

went jurong east national library to study with this babe above. :) heh heh. not all that productive, but better than yesterday for sure! ate at pizza hut and took neoprints. cant wait to mug with jus too. then the three of us can neoneoprintprint together! woo.

and i give up on csa. im just gonna study very minimal for it. csa can fuck itself outta my life after which. damned computers. why are there unscrupulous programmers who invented those damned viruses, wormies and trojan horses? urgh. to hell with 'em.

and something really weird: i received an email about some astrology shits (its kinda long so i aint gonna bore you with the content) and then i went over to friendsters horoscope and read something similar. that is "Someone who has always been elusive in the past suddenly wants all your attention"

how coincidental. but if its true, who could that someone be?

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2007-08-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

a rainbow at tp which cheered me up after feeling utterly disappointed with myself and my brains before that. i just couldnt study today. when i went to changi with ppk and shijie the other time to mug csa, i could memorise 2 chapters within 4 hours. yet, i couldnt even finish 1 damned chapter after a few hours today. :(

disastrous. i dont think id do well this time round. but nevertheless, im still gonna try my best. i need the damned As. i need the damned money. i need it to go shopping. i need more damned clothings. grrrh/ damn it all. nevermind, try stuyding again tomorrow morning. gonna turn in real soon. so goodnights y'll. sweet dreams to me. :)

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2007-08-16T00:11:00.000+08:00

meh, hear me whine. im so sorry dear bloggy.

im somewhat being little miss emo now. this might make me sound a tad despo, but im really wondering when my mr right will appear. ):

its so depressing. i was on friendster, checking out who viewed me and i noticed my ex viewed me again. so i clicked on his link and there were really sweet pictures of him and his current girlfriend. :) and no, im not feeling jealous. its just, aww man. so sweet. lucky him, found the love of his life! (or so i hopefully assume! cos he is a nice guy and we are still friends!)

and im being little miss loser here, all single. rawr.

but then again, i dont wanna enter any random relationship just to feel loved or some sort. plus, i dont want the number of ex boyfriends i had, to be a double digit. (in case you didnt know, yeah i have had 9 ex-es) and i promised myself to keep to my word so i must not break it. and therefore im here whining all about being single and lonely and dying!

okay no, im exaggerating. just ignore the shit im talking.

but seriously, i doubt i would be getting involved for the next three years! just look at the guys in tp. (no offence to any guy though) looks like i gotta wait till i enter the university! and i dont even know if i can make it in! grrrh/ and now i dont even think i will ever get married. ): im gonna be left on the shelf to rot for decades, until the day i lay in my black and pink coffin.

thank goodness i have my girlfriends though! aww. okay thats comforting to know i still have good friends.

now bye. i shall quit whining and blogging for the time being until the fucking exams are over.

happy belated to twinnie (zhi) & vannie! :) so sorry, a few minutes late on my blog! but you know i love you both. haha.

and wtf lah. some pervert typed "camwhored panties" and entered my blog. nuffnang told me so. eew, disgusting. just as much as i camwhore, i dont do porn images dumbass.

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2007-08-14T18:27:00.000+08:00

applaud! for shereen who rarely asks me to camwhore. :D haha beautiful clothings sure make people feel better about themselves. right shereen?

anyway mr fj's class was pretty good today. pretty hilarious. and his hawtness is back! loves. and after which, im gonna search for bdsm on wikipedia. because i have no idea what he meant by "s&m me" although joey said its sex-related and yuqing told me to search bdsm on wiki to find out for myself. right. more pictures with that babe!

in the toilet. :D yay! and i look really stupid in that sepia one. grrrh/

then met nuqui & ppk at the mushroom on the way to the busstop with yuqing.

nuquiloves!

ppk the faggot! eew. :P

and on the bus! haha. couldnt help it. yuqing said we dont have a single picture together on the bus. so taaahdaaah! we have many many now. hahaha. :x

and and, im not panicking for the exams which are drawing near. grrrh/ very bad. i dont think id be able to do well this time. hopefully borderline As though. but definitely no more 90+ for me. ): hopeless shit. off to telly! bye.

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2007-08-13T19:44:00.000+08:00

camwhored most with athena yin today! and abit here and there with joey. :D so all pictures posted will be with yuqing today! be grateful okay bitch. :)

the story goes, where two retards were bored during class.

yuqing: eh, look! i have biscuit.
denise: oooh, nice. i want! :D
yuqing: okay, one for you, one for me!
denise: eh, why is yours so big and mine so small?

with the small little piece i had, i finished it within a bite.

denise: not fair, not fair! i want more more more!
yuqing: nannynannyypooopooo. i still have biscuit! :D

yuqing: okayokay. shall be nice. take a bite!
denise: yayyyy! :D

okay, that was rubbish. i dont know why i cooked up that crap. but ohwells. stupid inspiration from stupid pictures. :D hahaha.

and below are pictures which we tried being all twitish. oh so cute! :D

this isnt fair, yinyuqing. how come your eyes are so much bigger than mine? how dare you look cuter than me. ): rawr. no more acting cute!

thats all during pom tutorial! :D

had lsm tutorial after which and omfg, i got into trouble with mr fj! i got quite freaked out when my name was inside the list of people he wanted to meet outside the lecture hall. wtf. ): but anyway he is still hawt to me. heh heh. nas, jerms, avi, louis and gabriel got into bigger trouble than i did though. and this athena yin didnt get into any shit, although she too was turning back and joking around with the guys! unfair, unfair! but like shereen said, "at least he knows your name" HAHA COMFORTING! but true, at least he knows i even exist. woohoo! hawt shit. :D

snapped about 5 shots during csa lecture tooo. :D

and as usual, the last picture was taken with shereen's handphone and was put as her wallpaper, for awhile, until she changed it back! haha. :D lectures suck. and life sucks even more. RAWR.

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2007-08-12T10:34:00.000+08:00

silly menses, cramp cramp cramp.

never really had cramps when i was younger. but it seems that its getting more frequent nowadays. yawns. horrid. the beauty of nature? i think not. :(

anyway my mugging shall begin tomorrow. so this blog is going on hiatus. lets hope i wont be too tempted to blog. my blog is like my confidant as and when im up and down. and lets also hope that harry potter will stay far far away from me.

finished the second book already, by the way. now on the third! am proud of myself! :D

and this is stolen from hengsher. its a modified version of The Lord's Prayer.

The Girl's Prayer

Our cash
Which art on plastic
hallowed by thy name
thy Cartier watch
thy Prada bag
On line
As it is in store
give us each day our Platinum Visa
and forgive those that stop us spending
and lead us not unto Louis Vuitton
for thine is the Gucci
the Dior and the Armani
for Chanel No.5 and Eternity

Amex.

super wtf right? hahhahaa. speaking of armani, i wanna work there during my vacation. ): but i wonder if theyd even employ me man. or maybe id try those high-end places. then i can get discounts! grins. the dress mommy wants? teeheeheee. my very very poor daddy.

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2007-08-11T14:33:00.000+08:00

woke up only to find myself soaked in tears. and my eyes look kinda funny now, having possibly cried the entire night away.

nightmares. rolls eyes.

but hopefully these nightmares dont turn into reality. because i cant afford to lose you. i need you in my life, really.

on a happier note, i got my period. :)
two weeks late, but it came anyway.

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2007-08-11T01:33:00.000+08:00

LPit seems that ive been coming home later and later as the years go by. back then, it started off by dinner. (which is around 6pm) then by 8pm, then by 9pm, then by 10pm, and now, i come home by midnight. (daddys car, being my mode of transportation of cos! my parents never allow me to take public transport back when its getting late. but their definition of late is definitely not mine. haha!)

melody voiced her opinion on an issue earlier on, after justine and meryl left, which got me thinking a little bit. that is, people who do drinking, smoking, clubbing, etc, dont seem to have a goal in their lives. or rather, they dont seem to know what they are living for. and when asked, they probably would shrug it off and say "i dont know"

so i began to wonder how true that is. and to me, i dont think its 100% true, but no doubt, it is partially true. those who do those stuff on a regular basis, seem to be wasting their lives away. and why would they do so, unless they dont have a goal in life?

but then again, there are also those like me, who like to try new stuff. (yeah, believe it or not, ive even considered trying drugs. only thing that is holding me back is that youd get addicted to it and i dont wanna get addicted! i just wanna try. i dont intend to ruin my life. plus, drugs are expensive stuff anyway!)

so do i have a goal in life? if so, what kind of goal is it?

and needless to say, there are those who arent a tad bit interested about those stuff.

does that necessarily mean they have a goal in life? and if so, what kind of goal do they have?

and after pondering, i think people do know what their goal in life is. its probably just the value it carries, which differs from the rest. for those who waste their life away, maybe their goal is just to enjoy themselves until death arrives. for those who want to try new things, perhaps their goal is to experience every bit of life. the bitterness, sweetness, yadayadayada. and then die happily! (thats not my goal, by the way. even though i do like to try out new stuff)

i dont know. but whatever it is, we should at least have a goal in our lives so as to make our journey a meaningful one. :)

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now onto today!

sigh. OP was really bad. i swear it couldnt have been any worse. i dont think i screwed up my presentation. but i definitely screwed up the Q&A. and its not that i didnt know the answers to the questions posted to me. its just that i had a really horrid mental block. you know those which you sometimes get during your mathematics paper? even though you know you do know how to solve the question, you just cant do it at that point in time. or maybe for the writers, its writers block. where you just cant create a story because you just have this block in your head. well thats the kind of mental block im talkin' about.

and damn it, i just had to have it during my Q&A.

seriously, thinking about the questions now. i think the answer is quite obvious. just that i just couldnt even absorb what the teacher was asking. and somehow, in my mind, i was trying to differentiate between diagnosis, treatment and advice! like what the fuck? which law student cant explain what the three are? LOL disastrous. plus, for the second question, pb actually told eunice and i the answer to it because we asked her about it before the OP. and i dont know why i just couldnt answer it. dad thinks i was too worried before that, and hence had the mental block.

super bad. life sucks sometimes. ):

but im really glad its over. now i shall have a really good weekend, before i begin mugging for the upcoming exams. that is about two weeks later, after this weekend. and i can see the word "vacation" drawing nearer. mmm, love!

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2007-08-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

happy birthday singapore! :)
and happy birthday faith cheong!

haha. not gonna update much today because i wanna continue reading my harry pothead! woo, im glad im half way through the second book (yes i know i read effing slowly. but thats also because i was working on our presentation for tomorrow - excuses, excuses and more excuses) so thats all i guess. goodabye folkas! and please wish me all the best for tomorrow. :D

maybe i should cut my nails first. it grew the length of half the size of my nail bed, by the way. and thats effing long because i said so. it would be really pretty if it was painted though. but no, presentation tomorrow and i have to wear stockings. long nails = slit stockings. so goodbye nails. youre gonna be clipped off soon. evil grin. muahahahaha. im sucha sadist sometimes. :x

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2007-08-08T18:00:00.000+08:00

today has been quite a bad day.

i got kinda pissed off with someone this morning, whose name i shall be kind enough not to reveal. i think yuqing and peckki saw that "urgh-that-fucking-bitch-should-just-shut-the-fuck-up-and-learn-to-be-more-polite-when-asking-others-to-zip-it" look on my face. i swear i just cannot tolerate that noise. its not even worth being known as sound cos its so fucking annoying. luckily for her though, i was in a good mood as i was walking and talking happily with someone else before that. otherwise, God knows how badly i can flare up, especially on bad mornings to start with. seriously, i try not to hate people in poly. but if you just have to prick me, im just gonna have to stab you back doubly hard bitch. see lah, peckki! remind me about this thing after school. otherwise i might have forgotten it by now already. fucker. :D

and it just occured to me that it also marks one year, since the last time i ever saw miss goh. until today, i can still vividly recall her appearance in the coffin. all swollen, yet you can feel that peace within her. somehow, im once again reminded of those days back in secondary three. i can imagine how petrified we were everytime someone shouted across the classroom "miss goh is here!" and we would all scurry back and plonk ourselves down at our individual seats, waiting in fear as she enters the classroom, wondering whether you would get into trouble with her today. and its kinda amusing looking back, because she was a really nice teacher if you spoke to her personally, unless of cos you forgot to do the assigned work or your results have been going down the drain. and that, i assure you, i have encountered before. definitely not a pleasant experience. i can still remember the way she carried herself, all prim and proper. the way she scolds us, possibly making us break out in cold sweat. making us all stand up in class to answer questions one by one. telling really lame, but funny jokes about anything, including abc, etc.

dear miss goh, youre still very much missed, until this very day. :)

pictures up another time! maybe tomorrow or something. too lazy now.

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2007-08-07T14:25:00.000+08:00

really glad i didnt go to school today, giving me more time to complete my very first book! (yes, believe it or not, i hate to read, despite being in law & management!) woo, i can feel that air of satisfaction man. :D and now i wanna get the entire series. have got book 1, which i purchased when it first came out, but never touched it. have got book 6 and 7 too, because daniel requested for em. so sorry daddy, im spending money on impulse again. there is a difference this time though, and that is its not on clothings!

and there is this song which i have been trying to download since forever. grrrh/ maybe i should just try again when the album release date is nearing. or does any kind soul wanna help me geddit? ):

whatever, time for some quizzes. im effing boreddddd. a few of em and im off to complete my harry pothead! and then telly time! woo, life rocks!

You Are Big Black Boots!

You can be best described as: attitude
You've got lots of it - and you love to give it
A guy has to be pretty gusty to hit on you
But if he's your type, you'll warm up... a little

What Kind Of Women's Shoe Are You?

and and, maybe i should get a pair of big black boots. any sponsors? :D

You Are 63% Feminist

You are certainly a feminist - whether you know it or not.
You believe in gender equality, at least most of the time. You also believe there are a few exceptions.

Are You a Feminist?

aint all that bad. :D

You Are a Pretty Good Liar

Your lies are somewhat believable, but sometimes you get caught.
Work on keeping your body language and emotions calm. And you'll be a better liar in no time!

Are You a Good Liar?

oops? LOL. :D

You are Dark Chocolate

You live your life with intensity, always going full force.
You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle.
An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

but i love to eat milk choco. ):

You Are a Brownie

Decadent and intense, you aren't for the weakhearted.
Those who can deal with your strong flavor find out how sweet you really are.

What Dessert Are You Most Like?

the word intense appears again. :O

now im off!

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2007-08-06T17:12:00.000+08:00

the most unglam picture of the day goes to athena yin:

hahahahaha! and mind you, she took that picture herself.

then we camwhored together. some unglam, some not. yadayadayada. in any case, all pictures taken today are all up here, even though i look seriously horrid in some. pictures are slightly photoshopped, but not much difference though. (and no saving my unglam shots to blackmail me in the future)

rest are with joey & shijie:

and lastly, meryl! :D

she is sucha babe. loves!

crashed her lecture this afternoon. so im ponning tomorrows lecture. :D hoho, brilliant me! I MUST ROCK.

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2007-08-05T00:11:00.000+08:00

its past midnight. and ive been feeling quite cranky lately, for some reason or another. maybe its because my period has yet to arrive. but in any case, ive decided to put this blog on hiatus for the time being, until i feel like coming back again. and im so gonna change link again. bored of this one already. yawns.

moodswings, they do wonders to you, unfortunately.

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2007-08-04T00:03:00.000+08:00

had a camwhoring & video session with my OP group (above; consisting of eunice, dingwei & erika) this afternoon. wooo! happy with it. :D but i think we did really badly for the trial run. which means we shall put in more effort for the actual presentation. thankfully its gonna be next friday, which gives us more time to prepare for it. but what im afraid of is that the tchers would then expect a little more from us. sigh. life sucks. and za workshop tomorrow. kinda excited! anything related to make up or personal grooming, im in!

and happy birthday sherilyn! :)

020807

2007-08-02T21:32:00.000+08:00

fuck lah, today is sucha bad day. my body is really breaking down at the wrong point in time. now i think im getting rashes. or maybe even chicken pox, since i havent had it yet. although ive already taken the jab. but then again, it doesnt look like chicken pox. but whatever it is, my body resistance is running low these few days. fuck shit. i need the damned energy to do our OP next week and study for the exams after which. urgh.

010807

2007-08-01T21:13:00.000+08:00

month of august has arrived! which means allowance has shoved its way into my pocket too! :D and im really proud to say that ive been single for close to 11 months, and counting! hahahhaa. time really flies. and i kinda wonder at times, how long more will i remain single? one thing thats for sure though, is that i will do so until the day i find the right man. he need not be perfect. but he has to give me that feeling where i know that he is the man i want to settle down with, yadayadayada.

okay, shall not elaborate on that. :D the month of august is gonna be a really one busy one. thankfully though, we have cleared three presentations over the past three days. principles of management on monday, teo v lim on tuesday and macroeconomics today. but there is still oral presentation next week (unsure which day yet though) and the examinations at the end of the month. good that TP has revision week though. thats the week when im gonna chiong and mug the shit outta myself! wooo.

coming into poly definitely made me a hell load more hardworking. and it also made me realise how pathetically little i mugged for my olevels. sighh. cant turn back time though. so lets just look forward! :)

300707

2007-07-30T23:25:00.000+08:00

sigh.

i can feel my body breaking down. starting to feel all feverish, and its been a couple of months since i last fell sick in march. must be all the damned presentations and project deadlines stressing the shit outta me. and i am still struggling to read the two cases for lsm tutorial tomorrow. its so last minute, i cant stand it. but i just gotta know about the tutorial assignment this afternoon. and i seriously hate reading. okay im getting whiny again. urgh. ):

sometimes i really wonder why i picked law in the first place. perhaps it was just a selection on impulse. but i somehow believe its also God's will for me. i actually prayed about my test this morning. and i told the Lord to use the marks as an indication to whether i should continue law. (you know, the if i do well for it then i wont think about transferring course or whatsoever. and i guess im somewhat glad i did pretty well. 41/50. :D another A, which means 20 bucks added to my shopping money. swear shopping is my motivation lah!) okay i better stop whining. get back to work.

ponning macroecons lecture tmr. so some kind soul, please lend me your notes to copy! :D

300707

2007-07-30T20:00:00.000+08:00

during lectures! :D just look at avi and his stupid face. LOL and dingwei pointing his middle finger. tsktsktsk.

sheryl keith!

camwhored with her the most today. :D ohh, and we skipped pom lecture to go tampines mall. hahahaha! she wanted to get her coloured contacts and i wanted to drink bubble tea. so we went together! wooo.

on the bus. :D and i look really horrid, somehow.

then we attended lecture for about 15 minutes? before lecture ended. LOL how pathetic. but whatever, at least we attended. unlike some people. RIGHT SHIJIE & JOEY? :D

in the toilet! :D camwhores ah camwhores.

oh and we played with julie's imac. :D wooo! i love distorting my face. blahs. nap time!

290707

2007-07-29T23:13:00.000+08:00

thankfully cinderella managed to reach home by midnight last night. :) :D i must rock! hehs. i dont know why, but i dont like staying out too late at night. and if i do go out past midnight, i would prefer to stayover at someone elses place. maybe its because i feel really guilty about having my daddy fetch me from where i am. and staying out late would also mean mommy being kept awake until im safe at home or in daddys car. so i dont really like staying out late. but had bbq last night with the sub comm & main comm people of gcc. no, actually meryl and i were the only few sub comm who turned up. LOL.

initially i kinda dreaded going for the bbq because the only person i know is meryl. and although ive spoken to her cousin once or twice, its not on a personal note. so i cant say i know her well enough to be on really talking terms with her. you get what i mean? yeah. so it was kinda weird. but as the night prolonged, i got to know some other members. and i swear its such a chore remembering chinese names! (no offence to those who own one though) sheesh. i just cant remember. apart from yingxiu, cos meryl and i spoke with her for quite awhile. and shiqing. because i remember her name as a combination of shijie + yuqing. haha! :D

and thank God we didnt play any wet games last night cos i didnt bring a change of clothings. and you know how much i loathe playing games. i personally find it quite stupid. but ohwells, whatever. ohh, and thank God for meryl too! without her, her mom and her moms car, i probably wouldnt reach the bbq place (cos imma total road idiot) or get home faster. (yes, yesterday night was the only time when i took public transport past 11pm! call me spoilt or whatsoever) yupps. so thankyou three - including the car! :D

and and and omg. another person thinks i look jap! one of the pioneers in gcc. O.O

as for today, it totally sucked. swear it really did. so im not gonna talk about today. hmphf. ):

projects, projects, projects.
deadlines, deadlines, deadlines.
curses, curses, curses.
swears, swears, swears.
bite bite bite, rawr rawr rawr.

i dont know what im talking about, or if i even make sense. but projects should seriously burn in hell!

fed up.

280707

2007-07-28T10:49:00.000+08:00

had quite some fun last night! :) although i was really tired when i got home. feel so dizzy. grrrh/ lack of sleep! i swear i need at least 8 hours of sleep everyday. otherwise i would just go boinkkk! whatever that means.

anyway me, justine and meryl met up with sowiemon at city hall to have dinner. ate at subway! :D and then we went to see the queue at donut factory. omg, one whole long line. when will the donut craze fade away? i wanna buy! whatever, maybe id go queue up someday with sowiemon. when im free, that is.

on the train! :D hahaha. we took that when it was crowded. LOL and this ahpek kept laughing. made lotsa heads turn. tsktsk. then we cabbed down from bukit batok to G2 and the uncle was seriously damn assed fucked up. okay first, he took the longer route, instead of the shorter route. thats not that bad, after all, many cabbie drivers wanna earn more money. but nooo, thats not all. when we were spraying scents (and its pleasant smelling; not that strong) he literally opened all the damn windows and told us not to spray in chinese. we were like, wtf? and its not like he is allergic to it or something. bastard. and on top of that, when we were paying for the cab fare, i took out ten bucks and gave him, because the fare was seven. then he asked in chinese "do you have two bucks?" with the five dollar note on his hand. okay im assuming he didnt have a dollar coin cos i saw a two dollar note on his hand. and so i checked my wallet and went "nopes, dont have" and a few seconds (possibly less than three seconds) later, justine went "ohh! have!" and guess what that fucked up ass said? "have or dont have? one time say have one time say dont have" FUCK LAH. WE ARE HERE HELPING YOU. YOU DONT APPRECIATE IT AND YOU GET FED UP WITH US? SON OF A BITCH. so i slammed the door after walking outta the taxi. motherfucker. i should have taken down his car plate number. urgh. what a pity. when youre pissed off, you just cant think of the best solution.

okay whatever. who gives a shit about such bastards. ohh, here are some pictures we took with mel's imac lappie. :D

heh heh, funny funny pictures i like! :D now i feel like getting an imac tooooo. so i can camwhore and distort my face! mehmeh.

and i think i will set out my principles on abortion (no, im not pregnant or anything. but the talk covered on abortion last night, which made me wonder to which extent, will i abort the foetus) and list down on a notebook. least i can follow when im feeling all confused next time or something, should there be any need. the interesting thing though, is that mommy is more open about abortion than i am, even though her faith is much stronger than mine. hmmm.

now off to do some lsm for joey!

270707

2007-07-27T11:11:00.000+08:00

AVI SUCKS BIG TIME. :D

hohoho, we flooded his friendster (http://www.friendster.com/3529330) with tonnes of comments! wooo. and joey says he always has the same smile in every picture. (and shereen adds on "its THE DUH RETARD SMILE") dumbbb. :D and avi, you know im kidding. or not?

260707

2007-07-26T23:08:00.000+08:00

LOL my mom just pretended to be some ahlian just now when i received yet another call from an anonymous. :D damn funny please. but my mom can never be as funny as peckkis mommy. right peckki? hardcore mapler and cake eater too. hahahahhaa!

havent been blogging lately cos of the many projects on hand. sigh. principles of management, macroeconomics, lcomm & lsm op. ): pom is gonna be down. so is macro. and then the op. rawr. thank goodness exams are a month away. still got lotsa time to mug! wooo.